I am too ashamed to say it loudly or tell this person directly but this is not something shameful. I can assure that. :))
This was before the story began...
I feel so much excitement when looking at his social media's pages, reading his status, commenting on them, chatting with him, reading his jokes, imagining he's right before me telling them loudly, texting with him, arranging time for a first date, meeting him for the first time, spending that day together, keep chatting with him almost every night, texting frequently day and night, starting to feel the 'cupid's work', starting to call him 'Tweety' because he's similar with it, arranging the following dates, telling the true feeling and finally declaring that him and I being 'us' on that Saturday afternoon.
For me, those moments wouldn't be something easy to forget. I cannot remember when I can be so sure. I've known him for more than a year. I know it's not common puppy love. i can feel it. I start to love him because I've realized that I can take his good and the bad.
Sometimes we fight for any small even tiny reason but then we get even closer. He's there. Yes, he's always there. Right there, in my mind and heart and never want to be erased or replaced. I already miss him since we wave goodbye. I love when he’s smiling, doing his work, picking me up, telling his favorite songs and movies, taking pictures with his camera, touching my head and recently I love watching him sleeping.
Yeah, I cannot remember when exactly I feel this way. As I know, I don’t want to be with any other, but HIM!
Specially dedicated for my Dhanang Tri Widiyanto.
